The orgasms you have with yourself are usually the best, but every now and then when the stars line up in the just the right way, partnersex can be profound.
I think our sexual preferences are more fluid than we realize.
I sounds like five years of monogamy have dampened your desire and getting married sealed your fate.
So go ahead and give yourself permission to have protected sex with as many men as you like.
There are no thought police...it's normal to look outside your relationship for inspiration.
It's not vaginal vs. clitoral orgasms...you want both.
Women get erections just like men.
Most vaginas have little feeling. Your clitoris has 8,000 nerve endings.
If you want to increase the intensity of your orgasms, edging - getting in front of an orgasm and holding back - will do the trick.
You can overstimulate your clitoris with a vibrator but she will heal. Vibrators should be constantly moving - no pushing in on clitty.