If you have an intact clitoris, you can orgasm.
You are a self-sexual which is a valid lifestyle.
You're using sex to torture yourself. Become a celibate priestess for a week or two.
So just enjoy some nice older man lavishing you with gifts and cash to ease your struggle.
All women are capable of orgasm. We just need to connect to our bodies.
I'd like to know if you have done the smell and taste test of your own vulva.