I've had three abortions and don't regret any of them. When I was ready, I chose to become a mother.

I was taught at home. We were in a religious cult. You can move forward with your life and enjoy pleasure.

Stay with masturbating to orgasms and forgive yourself.

You would get more out of masturbation by doing it less and spending more time "edging" or holding off your orgasm.

My parent's religious conversion had a profound influence on my life.

Crygasms are the release of tension and joy. Let the tears flow.

Either sacrifice your desire for oral sex or get another lover.

Before partner sex, women should penetrate their own vagina and enjoy regular orgasms.

Don't let the thought police and moralists censor your dirty fantasies.

Since you have no physical problems enjoying sex with yourself, your response to being touched by a man is most likely psychological.