Betty Dodson with Carlin Ross

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My body doesn’t cease to amaze me. After what happened last night everything seems possible.

Remember those nightly masturbation sessions I’ve mentioned in my summary of the nine years of having orgasms and how I whined that I’ve missed them? Well I was horny/nervous last night. I had two handmade orgasms but I was still not sleepy and it was going on 3 AM.

So I whipped out my glass dildo and tried to insert it (note to self: never mistake being hot and sweaty for being lubricated). It stung going in but after some time I’ve managed to get a rhythm. I added a clit vibe and trying not to move too much less I shake the bed, got off. The orgasm was difficult to achieve and pathetic when compared to those two from earlier.

I felt sore. I decided to investigate. I put a finger inside and from the deepest point I could reach I started mapping out my vagina. Deep inside everything was perfect. It was the entrance that stung and prickled. A bit of skin felt a bit rough to touch and I got a little scared that something might have grown there (considering how my face has looked for the past month and constant trips to dermatologists my paranoia is easy to understand).

I got up, grabbed the magnifying mirror, put on the light and set up a self-exam. I spread my labia and pushed with my PC. My hymen's remains appeared front and center. What I wasn’t expecting to see was a second hole! What was making penetration uncomfortable all along was a thick loop of skin from my vaginal corona!

How come I’ve never noticed it? I’ve looked at myself in front of the mirror enough times – surely I had to. The thing is I’ve never done it post-penetration, especially with something as hard and thick as my glass toy. Last night I was fucked open for everybody to see.

Now I would like to know what I should do with that annoying flap of skin. If I had access to the camera I would photograph it and post for everyone to see that being even fucked with a huge-ass, textured glass dildo doesn’t guarantee getting rid of the cherry problems. Should I tie a bow on it? Take it to a doctor and have her snip it? Suffer with it more?