Betty Dodson with Carlin Ross
Better Orgasms. Better World.
Business as an escort has been slow. Much of my energy has gone into building my new identity as a Webcam model and porn actress. Porn has always been familiar to me, but webcam is another story. The business aspects I won't bore you with as of yet; but, I will engage you in the world of camming!
I signed up as a model for a large online webcam community. There are three types of chat: Free chats, in which I can meet with guests and registered members, private chats that members pay for, and exclusive chats in which a member can chat with me 1-on-1. Based on these different levels of chat, I choreograph my shows accordingly. With free chats, you'll mostly see me just sitting and talking with members. I don't type because it depersonalizes the show. I can also tell jokes that members will actually (sometimes) laugh at, versus typing something funny and it's a hit or miss. I'll show off my pussy lips but never part them. I'll show my tits and my ass. I'll dance. But, mostly, I talk. In private shows, I'll masturbate.
There's my dildo which all the men love (penetration is a requirement). But, I try to stick with my fingers. The bullet vibe is used sometimes during free shows because it actually blocks the genitalia but the crowd can see a genuine orgasm, which I'm happy to report that most of them want to see anyway. Also, if I have at least three clitoral orgasms, then my pussy will always look different. It's true and it's very obvious. When I have my orgasm, my clit remains unhooded, my labia is extra puffy, and the colors of my inner lips have changed. My pussy blushes pinks and darkens after a nice pounding. And, by golly, men always love to look at vulva, so when it's accentuated in this fashion then the crowd goes crazy. Anyway, in exclusive chats I do almost anything that the member wants me to do. Most members who choose this latter type of chat are either very kinky or are very much looking for someone to talk to. I'm rarely asked to touch myself.
While it's work, being a webcam model has so far been loads of fun. But, it wasn't until last night that I felt so blessed to be in this position.
Well, one blessing is that I can tell the customers outright when they're being rude. And, for the exception of one obnoxious member, everyone else apologized. "I was just soooo horny!!!" Boys. Anyway, by setting these guys straight, it provides me with some individuality. Members looking for a specific type of girl, one who has personality, sensuality, and an ounce of "fuckability" to her (as one member liked to say), actually didn't talk very much. Some of these guys were lurkers; they may want to pay for a chat with me but it hasn't happened yet. Others, however, would repeatedly come into my free chatroom, remain utterly silent, then snatch me up into private chat. On very good nights, it's exclusive.
Tonight, one of these members didn't start to talk to me until later on in the night. Finally, he told me that he was very kinky and he wanted to play. He wanted to show me how much he was excited by me.
"I can lick it for you."
By it, he meant his penis.
As I was being swept up into paid chat sessions, the anticipation of seeing this guy lick his own dick slowly dissolved. Perhaps it was just talk. Or maybe it had gotten too late. Well, just as my shift was about to end, he finally appeared and asked me if I was ready. I shook my head with perverted eagerness, and off I disappeared into private chat.
Among the cooler options of camming with me, members also have the option of enabling their webcam to record them for my viewing pleasure. Sometimes, this was soooo awesome! My god, I saw so many big penises and beautiful bodies. It could also be creepy. For example, a guy would show only his child molester face, grinning widely as I slid my bronzed dildo in and out of my puss. Since my face was in view, I had to look at him and, well, enjoy it. Funny.
This guy was pretty cool. He said "killer", which I liked. His body was very lean and he had a very long cock. At first, we just played for one another. I used my fingers and hands, massaging inside and outside of my vagina. This excited him so much that he bent down into the view of the cam, swirled his tongue around the base of his plump glans, and the top part of his cock disappeared into his mouth. I looked on, spellbound, my maw gaping with sheer... fuck, I don't know what.
I was no longer masturbated for performance, I masturbated to satisfy the overwhelming pleasure he elicited. He would every now and then dip his head back into frame and suck part of his penis off. He told me it was nice, helped him in dire situations. I suppose it's one of those situations when a man needs a wet, warm mouth.
This reciprocal giving off and absorbing of arousal caused us both to cum. Only, he was the one who performed for me. He came in his mouth and displayed his talent to me humorously. It was one of those brilliant moments when I couldn't believe i was getting paid for this.
Flexible
Oh to be so flexible or endowed enough to suck one's own cock. That is one lucky man.
So curious!
I've been thinking seriously for the last week of becoming a webcam model (to the point where I have all the registration documents saved and ready to print), and this post is pushing me closer to a yes! How do you feel about having your image be so readily available to anyone on the internet? Do you worry about your privacy? I guess your situation is different from mine in that you already have an accessible, public sexual persona. I want to take the leap but the internet makes me nervous! Any advice?
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Hey there. I can understand
Hey there. I can understand why privacy is an issue. It always is to me. I am open about my experiences but i still want to know i have control over what information I share with my fans. This concern is naturally shared amongst all sex workers.
If you are worried about being caught by someone you know, then that's just something you'll have to anticipate because it could happen. I often have that fear but then I think that it's my job to turn this person on so I'll allow myself to not give a shit, because that's what they're paying me to do. You can always kick out or reject an invitation to chat with someone who may make you feel uncomfortable. But, I don't think it's really anything to freak out about.
If you haven't already, check out other cam shows by other models. Streamate provides free shows so you can watch instantly. ImLive and LiveJasmin are also good as well. I loved watching the ladies; it was also a great learning experience. Some models choose to show themselves from the neck down or may have the cam set on their boobs or ass; this is an effective way of remaining slightly anonymous (some sites don't allow this so make sure to read the guidelines carefully). Also read through each cam sites policies on privacy and the exchange of information. See what flies right with you and what doesn't.
Also, it's your responsibility to keep your security in check. Don't give out information like full name or address or phone number. Make a separate email account for your cam business only and use only fakes names to open the account. There are services like iNumbr, which provides a fake a number should you want to bill a customer for phone chat.
Good luck!
"Illusion is the first of all pleasures" - Oscar Wilde
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Recommendation
Hi, I've found this site days ago. It's just a website that would hire a webcam models online. You could visit this site for more info
http://www.empmodels.com
What about being an independent model?
Since some time has passed since this post, would you still have gone with an already established website or would you have created your own? I'm interested in this line of work, but I don't want to get swindled by a third party. Were you ever swindled? Did you think the pay matched the time you put into this?
Privacy
I worry about privacy too, consider wearing a mask and /or wig. Also checkout this website
http://www.internetmodeling.com/15107
they have the option to block out states or countries.
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