I have really been enjoying your website and all the great information it contains. I am a fit 57 year old married male, been married for 28 years to a great gal. We have enjoyed the lifestyle on and off for most of that time. She is 57 as well (fit and still very sexy) but with the her busy life and adult children at home our sex life has taken a slide to maybe once a month at best and she is not all that intersted in the lifestyle much any more.
I have always been bi curious and have on a few occasions met another married guy for some mutual enjoyment. After I always feel guilty and swear I will never do it again. It doesn't take long until I am OK with it and start thinking I want to do it again. I also enjoy masturbating whenever I get some privacy. To heighten that enjoyment I love to slip on one of my wives thongs, maybe add some stockings and some high heels I bought at a used clothing store. It feels really good and seems to help me with stress and I have some great bi male fantasies that I am not sure I could really do for real but are fun to think about.
Once discovering the web cam I have even gone as far as going on a lifestyle site and putting on a little strip show for a few other guys I met on line.
My concern is with my wife not wanting to have much sex anymore that maybe I am enjoying this other stuff a little to much. I do enjoy the bi fun but always feel guilty after, same as when I cross dress. Is this normal or should I seek some professional help???
I see no harm in enjoying your webcam sex. It's hurting no one and it's making you and a few other guys happy by improving their sex lives with better orgasms.
As long as your wife doesn't feel left out, continue to have some harmless sexual fun. It's much better than masturbating to boring hardcore porn with its repetitious heterosexual stereotypical scripts. Continue to enjoy your happy O's.